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hi .hmm .lately bnyak bnda yg mnyedihkan aq .dont know why .maybe Allah nak suh aq sntiasa igt pd Nya stlah aq terleka n alpa pda Nya .mls la nak hebohkan something sad .kita gempak2 kan citer yg happy2 dah la kan ?haha. .but azreen rahim ,kau mesti tabah ! .soon ,aq akan sitting for midyear exam .preparation ?nothing .i hate exam .i just wanna study .hmm. sesungguhnya aq xpandai nak express rasa syg aq kat mna2 individu .especially bila aq syg individu tu .whether boys or girls .family or friends .aq xreti .i cant comunicate well too .aq hanya pndai syg sseorng dlm doa .hah .aq dah msuk bab nak mngarut .umi ,abah , n siblings .i do care u all .thats all mngarut aq for tonite .nite ~

its 120412.thursday.

salam pembuka bicara .err .act bru je sampai umah .xsmpai 1 hour pun ag .smpai2 trus bkak lappy .on9 !hmm .acting like x spm je taun nh .haha .em .td mse on the way blik umah .lalu la jln dpn a school nh .kat skulh 2 ramai la old friends aq .hati aq rasa tkot sgt .tkot sbb kalau2 trjumpa dgn some1 yg lama dh aq xjmpa .n i really wish that i will meet the somebody one day in a proper way .its been almost 5 years xjmpa .xtaw la what kinda feeling is this .in my life ,the one i like slalu xkan like me back .kesiankan ?haha .*ketawa buat2 .

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seriusly .aq brhrp yg aq akan jmpa dye .but right now aq taw yg semua tu langsung tak bermakna unt aq .unt ape sbanarnye aq tggu n brhrpkan dye ?dye xprnh make me happy .just a piece of unwanted memory left behind .past is past .right ? every year ,every time tu je la yg aq ckp semata2 nak senangkan hati aq . 'i'm great student ,skulh kt islamic school ,SBT lagi ,dpt result exam yg ok la jgk ,have great friends n i do have all great things .nothing special about him .being a playboy habit dye ,sosial life .sume bnda buruk adalah pranagi dye . i should stop now .mengenang something 5 years ago just wasting ma time . now .lets plan about my future .owh ye .ari tu 310312 ,sabtu , ada konferensi ppss .anjuran ppss naim .

thats the pic .7 orrg je laki .haha .kesian kt diorang .actually kitorng invited bnyak buah sklh but feedback xdpt .diorang ckp nk dtng but xbg feedback .then,mse nk faks surat kt bberapa buah sklh tu xblh .sbbnye mudirah xde unt nk sign the letter .end with 7 buah sekolah je yg dpt hdir .then msa hari kjadian something happen !

sbuah sklh xmghdirkan dri without giving reason or khabar brita .skit ati la jgk sbb aq n anis kne tggu kt kaunter pndftaran yg btol2 mghadap sinar mentari .panas ! ok .now aq nak citer from the beginning .

7.00 p.m friday 3oo312

me and another 5 or 4 ppss yg lain prgi outing sbb nak bli dinner .soalnya ,dmas xprepare dinner unt kitorang .time2 maghrib kluar p outing .udoh punya prangai n xbaik btol .dh la bnyak setan time tu .enjoy ar jgk kluar outing tu .haha .sbbnye jmpa cowok ensem yg gentleman .*gelenya skit .

then balik la .around 9.00 p.m .

9.30 p.m .

all of us brgerak prgi pss n premis2 unt nak settlekan apa2 yg blom settle .balik dorm around 1.00 a.m .

kinah merangkap sbagai exco asrama bg arahn suh tdo kt aras 1 blok aisyah je .but yeah .bdk nakal kan .haha. ten bwk laptop .so kitorang nk p mnonton la .semua plug kt dorm lain hampeh blake .except my dorm .my dorm kt aras 2 .so me ,ten ,n ijah naek tdo kt dorm aq .

mula2 .tgk kbesaran Allah .bgus x kitorang .haha . then agenda kitorang START ! layan korea beb ! hihi .

kitorang tgk dream high 2 .2 pun juz skip2 .tgk2 jam almost 3.00 a.m .ijah dh lena lentok dh kt atas katil .tggllah aq n ten . i remind ten yg esop kul 7 dah kne siap .leat giler dah ni . okeah ! kitorng smbung layan korea ag .tgk jam skali lgi .. its 4.oo a.m . !! beb! dh lwat gilerw ar .then lintang pukang kitorang tdo .zzzzzz

saturday 310312

OMG !its 5 minit ag nak kul 8 pg ! mampus aq .dh la aq jga kaunter pndftaran .acara start kul 8 ! OMG !

mcm org gila aq n ten kekalutan nak mandi .tuala ntah kemana .tgk fon bnyak gila misscol.

just mndi krbau je .lantakla ..*mndi krbau pun taruk sabun la .gigi pun gosok n muka pun smpat cuci . haha

then ,pakai je bju dlm masa bbrapa saat .mak ai !tudung palk renyok .! gosk kjap .haha.

dh nak tutun tgga asrama dh nh .aduh !nametag la plak .*wajib pakai tu .ltih2 aq n anis buat .n aq kan koordinator(KD ).kne la pakai .6t org xtaw .

berlari anak la jgk nak prgi sklh .tgk jam kjap .believe or not .aq brsiap dlm msa 10 minutes !wow !excellent ar .terbaik !

ten ? lantak arh .tinggai je . dlm otak aq just trbayang kaunter pndftaran je .Oh My  LOrd !

tfgk2 kt kaunter dh ade org dtng .peserta from SMKA melor ..

mnambh kan kekalutan aq je .then ..everything going smoothly .tp mse sngat mngekang kami .every slot kne rushing .

mse resolusi .peserta from other school bg komentar mereka .hahha

semua puji pngurusan kami !

mmg 'gebah lube idung 'ar .

hihi 

ye la .diorang ckp everything students yg urus tnpa prtolongan

 ckgu .but everything going smoothly .brsyukur la .alhamdulillah la kan .thats all .i think.